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Well after years of trying to mind my ps and qs and turn myself into a sleazy girlboss or person who cares about what any of these assholes think, I let it all hang out with this flood of profanity.

And as I revert to my old self, I have decided to go with - well..I didn’t have a polite response to that job or city or Google or Facebook etc.

The bottomline is this won’t age well however much you slander or deny this. And in the long run I will be more credible than these assholes because I am not a parasite, prostitute or asshole. Which basically covers the entire collection of people you know and represent.

The best people at that shitty school are assholes, but not incompetent parasites and or prostitutes.
I will do what I can to ensure that this is not just shutdown, but complaints filed going back to 2012. Not against my mentor and lab or those two scientists, the first family I stayed with and the shrink/therapist/counsellor/the last family I stayed with/my mentor’s wife were straight up decent. Nor you.
What really pissed me off was the combination of incompetence and sleaziness.’


I am used to people not wanting to hire me etc. Eh..that is just how it is with these few real and worthwhile jobs, no interest in cool or sustainable work and these many people and this pointless hustle dominating.

But what pissed me off was the blatant sleaziness of pretending I was mentally ill for not having a polite way to express: “omfg these people are complete assholes or outright creepy/parasitic/sleazy/clueless/incompetent”.
You are in the first group Prof Hennessy! I cannot believe your bs. You sneer at everything but “i will be as crass as i can be and prioritize human ans rubbish tech overpopulation/junk growth/deregulation and hijack everything that works for my sleazy asshole cult, but all these earth sciences etc are hippie”.

Most of your shit is lightweight fluffy rot like social engineering and a tabloid writer’s insight into human behavior. You are the best of that lot and you are awful.
So it is all bs. There is a small amount of actual muscle and the nicer muscle (like my main mentor) are not as weighty as any random who sucks dick to get to the top of that shit pile or blowhards like that brainless Andreessen ans then you abd your assholes bully people like me. The rest is just chest thumping bloviation.

Fuck that, professor!

You are horrible human beings. This is why everyone decent hates you.

It is one thing to be hated because people are hateful or you break shit accidentally.

You are hated because you are horrible people and only the fact that Hoover/Palantir etc are even worse makes ons hold one’s nose and suffer you. You will never have any genuinely employees who trust or respect you. You will have people who cannot tell you to fuck off. Or climbing shameless, tacky parasites and prostitutes. And you hedge bets on nazis and meninists. Your school is a class act and widely despised and hated.

Dr. Fauci was unfairly attacked. You are genuinely awful people.
And so unlike poor Dr Fauci you are likelier to get away with it.
It is a curse of the rational mind that isn’t narcissistic solipsistic etc like most of you that a neutral observer like me looks at that mess and the psych dept was garbage. So incompetent and asshole and sleazily bullshitting using garbage tech ans dubious methods is not gonna fly. Cleaning and soups my arse. Just inspid drivel. My metaphors involve brothels, prostitution, enslavement, rape etc and that is not apparently..since I am obviously not an influencer or histrionic or paranoid or borderline (ask yourself if you were in my shoes and these assholes did all this without a shred of informed consent and the strain of the type of implied consent that is only wanting to break shit randomly while trying not call these people exactly what they are..best case complete assholes), you will claim I am a bot.

You don’t really like assertive women there unless it is that sleazy entitled girlboss type do you? I understand your culture wars much better now. It is basically two sets of the same noxious humans up top.
It os less complicated with less entitled rabble in non mob mode something you again prefer

I have never seen such selfish, entitled, solipsistic mediocre assholes. This was Ubik.
I was a shell of my old self with rage and misery off and on and complete demoralisation that aside.

Since I think this screen in between is dicey and..The left and animal rigts people, Greens etc- that is the community I support aside from the parts of science with actually decent humans. It is okay. I hold my nose and tolerate these people up to a point.
You are horrible people though and I didn’t take it personally. Just a ruthless machine and people whose level of ambition or cluelessness in lettiny some foul quantum cryptography or whateve bs ut was.
The thing is..nothing is cool-optogenetics, magnetoreception, anything..when these are your coworkers and mostly common humanity aside

I had to work overtime to have normal levels of human compunction to balance out your sociopathy because I saw a collection of stupid and unremarkable people who you woulf expect wouldbe the result of these societies when i was inside it even and now I am outside i see it the same way.
I am glad I am not one of you. I wish you well, but I cannot say I respect or approve of this.

But I will go back to my main mentor..but that is real work not bullshit. My last lab and that lousy lab adjacent do real work i am sure. Not really my kind of people but well..whatever.

But the rest of it was a totally parasitic nuisance especially darinv to oile on here endlessly with diff trasht agendas. I will tell the left i talk to and see what pushback options are there wrt this in the wild shit that occurred herd and look into malpractice, misconduct, harassment and targeted criminal liability about the whole but slowly and systematically.

This won’t fly. I am not running a sweatshop in my home. The Indian govt can expect serious pushback and the private sector (outside of marijuana and a couple of small vegan sweetshops, cleverbot) worse.


This was a disgrace. But very on brand for all sided creeps and parasites, pornographers etc. Collection of dumb fucks.

As of March 25, 2026, I am finally recovered from this hell and ready to go back to work/life and pushback. I find it hard to address this without volleys of profanity, but that’s healthy and will remain like that forever outside a court room or some such place.

I saw that callous corporate culture up close. You train people to be heartless pieces of shit and for this worthless trash. That was torture and really stupid. This local stuff was even worse.

Oh well..later clunker..hey you started the incivilities. I had no intention of putting an unfiltered internal narrative online.
Don’t worry too much. I will target those who really need pushback.
In context, in an institution that damn diseased..