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Look I got an email from Marina Bolotnikova, whom I really like and respect.
But I refrained from joining Substack, because I hate Substack. It is why I support Yasha Levine on gofundme (I need his help and I have already given Substack enough money and they should be happy that I am not including them in my eventual complaint and fuck off) and I support Current Affairs every month and I will always be a DU member.

If all those perverts came online for sex, I came online to support the environment/the left and I have somewhat mixed feelings about it. I think some disorder and chaos are part of life so you cannot lead this circumscribed existence.

Otoh just being..not even a real pawn, but forced to roleplay one so the blame can be shifted to clunkware - that is a better scapegoat than conspiracy theories, but it is not a fix when humans clearly use that to avoid accountability or rather I should say liability.

As of this date, I am unambiguously filing serious allegations of misconduct in human subject research and serious medical malpractice in psychiatry exploiting Reefer Madness and a blatantly garbage experiment that is a fucking abomination from hell.
Lol…

I always tried to be buttoned down and “moderate” to

But I am moderate..The people I pay attention to are not always exclusively “far left”. I also pay attention to Matt Stoller, Lucien Greaves, Nicholas Carr, Prof Steve Chu (whatever he is, he is no hippie..few scientists are except this clunkware shill type that is weirdly fake hippie, ..yeah..what is woth them? There is a small set that is actually all that competent and using that this parasitic field-computer science along with economics has taken over everything).
Shove your auctions..Auctions my ass..
Trying to prostitute unwilling female scientists with threats while trying to take other scientists and doctors hostage and torturing everyone I would respect in the process.

The nice thing about not being beagle is one can refuse to accept that marijuana use is anything like misconduct, malpractice, sexual harassment and fraud. That is the hill I will die on. I am going to go finish this paper as I was not a bloody joke scientist.

This is trash.


I only wanted to say that if I get to pushback (in my case and involvibg me there is no growth industry. The real job of being what Frances Haugen and all these frauds like Tristan Harris roleplay is low pay and the Idiocracy buys those frauds..ask Prof Chu what he thinks about Tristan Harris..sleazy grifting idiot lacking any self-awareness or truth teller professor? Lol..) anyone decent has far less to worry about. But pushback I will.

Don’t try to get fascistic by now. I can tell you it won’t work. But I have to not bend.

I was scrambled. Now I am fine. I never cared about Assange/Snowden..bloody sleazy libertarian histrionics upset that they aren’t getting their cut. I am not a cynical misanthrope but as someone who fails at being adequately buttoned down, but kept trying and will continue to because spectacles are in the endless list of things I think are addling the brain and breaking reality, I have a keen eye for theatre and see it as malpractice.

One has to use some humor in talking to a clunker like Prof Hennessy, about whom I cannot presently speculate as unflatteringly as I normally would. He isn’t one of us and therefore not immune from scathing scrutiny reserved for people below a threshold of ..at the very least less clunky. Look at Prof Chu..he doesn’t shill drivel. I do not understand people who seriously lie to themselves. How can that be competence? That is hustle.
“This rubbish is trending and I will calculate my way to the right side of history by destroying all info that depicts me in a poor light while keeping everything that will help me hustle and peg real progress at the shittiest”..anyway..

Yeah I am filing complaints and not playing. But I thought the Aaron Schwartz story was a tragedy. And don’t worry. But they will not defang complaints with more spurious bs.

This was an abomination. And I completely support my mentor and lab because they are honest scientists and this one male scientist and one female scientist (I didn’t even talk to her, but she did not strike me as a woman prostituting NIH female postdocs with vapid bs about healthcare or selling a vile notion of what hard work and good science are..thats more Prof Hennessy’s dubious contribution.. ..my main lab or first lab obviously have nothing to worry about aside from the average level of worry every human feels these days which is impersonal. I liked the women and men in them and they are nothing like the people I look at and think “There goes a devastatingly stupid and sleazy person. Prof Hennessy would like that person.”).
I am salt of the earth! No I really do warily look at people I consider really tacky and stupid and think that by using a weird mix of pseudo populism and real fascism, Prof Hennessy would use this type to destroy my city/town/state etc more and where he doesn’t the “indigenous” version of this same Google type parasite would. Prof Hennessy is not a parasite. He only has delusions of grandeur which his corrupt psychiatry refers to common self respect and refusal to be enslaved by a corrupt hostage taking surveillance state labels psychosis. Plausible deniability won’t work. That psychiatry dept will unambiguously face allegations of egregious malpractice and misconduct and totally bullshit safety concerns to overwrite the clear conflict of interest it is to be in bed with Google/Facebook/Palantir etc.

You know professor Hennessy, I am sure I am not descended from prostitutes unlike the women who sell out other women’s rights and civil rights, but I am a feminist who is probably descended from thugs so I will say that I look at women like these and go -definitely the prostitution instinct is strong in these women: anyone from the MIT Media Lab, Fei Fei Li and that network, Clare Wu, Rosalind Picard, Rana Al Khalouby, Neri Oxman, Sheryl Sandberg, those Wojickis, Nina Vasan, Smita Das, Bari Weiss, Lucy Guo, Priscilla Chan, Bezos’ moll, any woman ever associated with Vinod Khosla..really most of the women who work with this shit and earn a tonne and attack or exploit women like me and shill their meagre enough real work compared to the hustle (that I absolve Fei Fei Li of..Like the holographer who sexually harassed me, her in field expertise and muscle are real. But that doesn’t mean she and some handpicked bogus types get to decide the future of rubbish at science but still not stupid or sleazy females like me.).
This was absolutely vile from any feminist, anti-racist perspective especially.

Don’t get excited about a catfight either creeps. I support women in stem like me or worse off not bloody tradlife. Not these brainless girlbosses or hustlers and mobs in league with them. Being a feminist is not brainlessly supporting everything various sleazy women do.

Hey ..I call em like I see em and I am not crazy.
That’s just..
Easy enough to be on the right side of what was the right side 200 years ago. Try being current.
I an very even handed but low hanging fruit and top fruit.

You know I don’t understand Jesus Christ..he seemed like a really decent human being and also bright. I wonder why he didn’t get on a camel and escape before he was crucified. That’s a metaphor for not being stupid enough to get crucified, suicidal etc.

These guys flood the place with Thanatos, Bathos and hopelessness and the voice inside your head that knows dead sea fruit is embittering is warning you about worthless growth when these guys ensure that real scientific productivity and quality of medical care and education deteriorate.
I sympathise with anyone who has to make ends meet any way they can.

But that is not my role. I will be a complainant and unsparing entirely. I am not good with lies. This calling Prof Hennessy a clunker rather than a sleazy clunker is already close enough to a lie. No no..it is okay! We are all sleazy Prof Hennessy - I used work internet to surf the web! What would your sleazy creepy little friend Mitesh Bohra who has as enlightened a view as you say?!

But I cannot deny that I blame people who share attributes with me and work with this Hennessy person. I am forced to humor this clunker since he must have hired my mentor whom I never accuse of more than the kind of delusional faith in technology that these llms at least should have quashed.

I was never a luddite, but I saw that EECS crowd. They are brainless and annoying and really bad at science overall. Hey..I have a disease! They are really stupid ans this is a failure of two trashy fields that are destroying women’s rights (for the vast majority of women not some girlboss athlete who should stay the fuck away from me), property rights (I am moderate! No I am..but I find it hard to be honest except to people like Yasha Levine, Evgenia Kovda, Chris Ketcham etc. Sadly Marina Bolotnikova doesn’t have a non Vox email or I would write to her to ensure that this mess has not ensnared any decent AR people via those scammy EA types)..these days everyone has to put up with money where they can find it or as I have done for 14 years (come April) blow through their own savings and resources while combatting a predatory and parasitic encroachment the whole time in India after I fled the US.

Do you know which website (unlike Substack especially) never made me hand money hand over fist at a time when I am okay but not so flush I should be supporting the creeps who run Substack? Democratic Underground.
The one site with admins I would want to support. But EarlG/elad and most of the left (Yasha Levine/Chris Ketcham/Ed Zitron/) have an innate decency that makes one’s brain work sanely and not in fear of the narcotics war (worsened by the experience the prostitutes and parasites of Google/Facebook etc and our local creepy misogynists/sleazy Blackstone owned hospital/corrupt defense contractors and probably gamers/tech broadly and entertainment made worse) hand over money to a blatantly fraudulent and dishonest “exercise in journalism”.

This was about consent and serious misconduct and psychological torture. The torture was and lack of consent were due to Google etc not the NIH I knew and know.
I am not even throwing Hennessy to the dogs. That phony oped in Politico in support of Dreamers was the smartest thing you ever did professor, much like the undocumented workers I saw around some Bible bangers I stayed with was smart.
Not smart enough for the con to work. But it will salvage your rear, more than any PR campaign that was truly phony.

Don’t grow this trash. It is okay. I have to go work. This won’t end well. Think once in a while yeah?

This was disgraceful.
I have to go finish a paper. It will be okay if you are decent and well..if yoi are not, get a lawyer, a shrink or something if you can afford it. If you cannot, it is not going to affect you provided you don’t join more mobs.
Back off..this is not Bollywood/Tollywood/TikTok/YouTube etc. It is a crime scene. Only i was confused into thinking I was being accused rather than all these disgraceful exploitative assholes whose instincts seem to favor rape, exploitation, colonization, lies and enslavement.

My first two schools do not have to worry nor my doctors or labs. Now I must go work. I don’t feel like myself when I don’t.

Don’t get too excited by my hyperbolic language-it is neither theatre and I don’t file false allegations. Why would I?
I just use the style of science communication appropriate here as a descended from thugs not prostitutes! woman would..Any real feminist would easily decode this.


How this ever happened will baffle me for the rest of my life..My mentor was wary when I told him about this job. He has solid instincts.
My last mentor was like my main mentor essentially but that school is..crass.

I will be decent in complaint filing, but this cannot be wished away. That would mean giving up…and no..

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I posted this in a thread about Jewish volunteer ambulances. I stay out of campus wars that are unconnected to the specific hustle I am angered by involving tech cos. This is about corporate parasitism and war profiteering..

It is vaguely connected to the extent that I can see in real time how you Prof Hennessy must like deflections.

Shameful
Yesterday
These war profiteers have ensured that people will be embattled forever thanks to their parasitic greed.

I was just looking up “quantum Darwinism” and thinking that what would be the odds that even 200 years into industrial society a purely deregulated hell that is a cancer on the planet, it’s life (including humans) headed up by a diverse group of people in every region on earth whose main characteristic is parasitism, greed, mercenary thinking, an aversion to limits and homeostasis and critical thinking, a populace that blames all the wrong things..

What are the odds that only such a piece of shit society is possible? Is there a reason rapists, parasites and prostitutes proliferate at the top who attack scientists, doctors, the poor, the struggling while having their own imperious empires and setting us at each others’ throats? How can this be the only possibility?

Dysgenics that thinks it is engaged in eugenics. Eugenics is a noxious notion that those engaged in conscious dysgenics tend to favor. No humility, no compunction, no positive qualities at all..
They have perverted meaning to the point where the images of different values in most humans’ minds are shaped by the only types of people who thrive.

https://www.quantamagazine.org/the-math-that-explains-why-bell-curves-are-everywhere-20260316/

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quantum_Darwinism

Anyway..lol..