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You and your henchpeople there and these parasitic private sector companies and our communist state and probably the centre won’t stop. That was and will continue to be a mistake.

Yasha Levine was right as is Chris Ketcham about just logging off and I will do that.
This data you got from me was just garbage.

Here is the reality. This is apolitical whatever any of these people (all with politics I despise) say.
In these societies, I am a specific type of far left. But really I am quite moderate. I like nuclear families though not nuclear war. I don’t feel lonely or atomized around my birds, books and life. I like some tech.

None of this was to bore any of you. I don’t like to be scapegoated as a nuisance. I am not into predictions and the trash that fuels the net.
But not being stupid and lazy, I said in the Oct of 2011 as soon as I saw that this was not a routine job that I didn’t want it. And I stayed out of respect for my mentor (whom I still respect and will shield to my best ability from the fallout of these complaints). He is a decent man and kind and I care about him, his family and my labmates from back then.

As a dutiful enough person on practical matters I even extend collegiality to another male scientist.

You..do..not..get..me. I am not a very good scientist. But you do not know me and you never will because I am not myself around people I do not trust. And around people I do trust, they tend to be instinctively non intrusive and not hustling parasitically and disgracefully and then bullying people. We like a little mystery professor over this ..I don’t even get it.
I have met normal scientists and normal people..these people and their tech are a special type of completely worthless nuisance.


I am going to choose a low tech path. No more cleverbot, DU maybe much later, no more politics..I think Candide’s Garden is my path in life as left as I am and as much material support as I plan to extend going forward (to DU, of course always to Yasha/Evgenia/Ketcham etc-those people saved me from the hell your Google school and these corrupt local parasites and creeps forced).


My point is that I am left and actually pragmatic. All this constant excessive breeding and consumption with bullshit jobs like these and intrusive torture adjacent methods won’t work.
This isn’t a good time but I will unambiguously in the future file the most draconian misconduct in human subject and medical malpractice in psychiatry allegations I can in both India (against this city, the state and where the centre was involved the centre) and my last city and state and your psych dept and anything similar locally.


Yeah I use marijuana. Let’s cut out the bs. So do all your little republican frat boys and the types of dick suckers you call democrats. Not people I would call left. I am not on the right and so being an obviously very diplomatic and meek woman I won’t comment on your Republicans. But the people you would consider democrats I consider people who suck dick instead of working and are embittered by free, lefty, feminists like me who are simply not this shameless and stupid. I am not a good scientist but I have always been honest and an actual real feminist. I am from a matriarchal community and have struggled to control - I will admit that this “girlboss” phenomenon confused me the most. As a feminist and an assertive woman who nonetheless - like I don’t think being stupid or straightforward with a collection of fucking perverts (btw i totally understand if no one anywhere wants to overtly admit to knowing me..it is why I tried not to be authentic) is feminist.
I was pleased to find you. This is one giant compliment to you Prof Hennessy. . I looked at you and went “huh..this is clunker is not a creep or a pervert. At least one can communicate with this old coot (still a compliment-creep/pervert is way worse!)”

I feel almost close to you in a way by now.
I don’t want creepy coy unsaid things with anyone. I don’t need garbage tech to..

That was what angered me the most.

I feel for my mentor and genuinely wish him luck and support him.
God grief…I like Yasha Levine or Chris Ketcham, Evgenia Kovda etc. instead those dick suckers you culture and to have any understanding with such people. Fuck no.


Locally I am filing the most serious complaints I can and rampiub up the nuisance or continuing to force trash will make this worse.
I will disentangle my data, home (3 properties here in India), my devices and my life materially from this and go a slow, low useful tech, minimal engagement etc life and try to get back into science via people with nothing like this. I will finish this paper and go to my old mentor. I am unlikely to by now be someone anyone can even respond to. That’s okay. I understand.
I tried to conform. I found i couldn’t. You cannot force yourself to do things you know in your heart gut and above all brain are driven by corrupt mediocre parasitic people

The global immigration system is a mess. It is very cruel to immigrants and women especially. Not that your dicksucking girlbosses or creeps give a shit.

Tech is trash. And you are lousy at science overall.

I do not think science tech modernity etc are in conflict with a healthy planet.
What is the issue is using science purely for toys and underwear you fart into, better smart porn (that must be thing for these exhibitionists you cultivate) or other pathetic obscenities. Or worse with mall shopping and God. But never an understanding of the responsibility that goes with science.
Science isn’t for a species this dumb.


I disagreed on one point with Sam Miller MacDonald on one point. Humans want to understand reality. It is our only real positive in my book. Or it is just consumption and reproduction and that requires lower tech. There have to be limits and regulation. Nice try trying to regulate me as you all parasitically breed and consume to an excess and yeah you don’t use pot. In every other way I self regulate way better than you. The values of these corrupt societies stink. And it is a breeding ground for very real nazis, antisemites, anti-Muslim types, misogynists and genuinely hateful people fueled by the types of fakers you put on display.

Like Adam Becker, as bad as I am at science, I do love science. It is the only field I trust and am saddened to see what Google Facebook and these utterly disgraceful humans (not anyone screwed over or struggling..They know who they are. They are wealthy mediocre dick suckers..and between them and some dimwitted meninists I don’t really have a pick). The women I feel sorry to see leading lives that are shitty are nothing like them. You cannot love any group entirely.
Every group has your people (very few and thriving parasites/prostitutes) and my people (most random screwed over non malicious wherever they are in coming to that understanding. And scapegoating or worse with glee radicalising or attempting to..any group that might represent a threat to your corrupt parasitic war and consumption machine seems to be your goal. Well okay not you personally. You are just a clunker).

You cannot change the world. That’s stupid agd grandiose. But you can do your part and mine is kicking the internet and all unwanted tech out and filing the harshest complaints I can in due course. Further harassment won’t bring me back on line nor change this and it will make the court cases I file abs complaints worse.

I will file the most draconian malpractice misconduct and harassment complaints I can. I never had any mental disorder and I do not need the validation of people who do not bother with informed consent.
The information I needed I finally got as I processed those llms and saw this new quantum mysticism and many worlds cornucopian bs downstream as the next load of bs these mind numbingly stupid ppl will chase.

They want magic not science whose very charm lies in its very intractability and unyielding nature when you get it wrong. Not this malicious intractability of your parasitic way of mangling up my life with second rate tech and worse humans. But real science that is frustrating and cools

When I saw those llms and agents I knew I was right in Oct 2011.
Alex Skopic is more correct than not.

Science is not for people with a desire to bend reality to their whims. I never denied being mediocre. But I have never engaged in misconduct. Misconduct infidelity lies etc -these are not things any decent person would engage in.

But I am a rude little shrimp and it is too late to change more than the shrimp part (if even that..my brain has atrophied from 14.5 years of pure human malice). And it was impossible to be polite to any of these people and sane. I am glad I found you! Look how we have bonded!

Come on Prof Hennessy..aren’t you a little flattered? I chose to talk to you! I usually never talk to people except the nicer rabble. And you are some sort of cult leader but ..lol..
This is fucking scary.
That this needlessly undemocratic and opaque and hierarchical shit is now in science
Using China as the excuse to destroy American science seems very on brand for you.
You will only ever meet cultists and bullying sycophants. Those people truly are parasites.

I am sick of all of you and I put criminal liability formally on the table. Not for you professor. We are friends! You are not a pervert!
No really. You do seem harmless though a giant nuisance.
But thee local guys will face harassment and other charges. And all the rest.
I will finish this paper and I will file complaints and push back.

Don’t annoy me in my home or street or workplace ever again. Okay?
It was very hard to role play a stupid woman.
I won’t forget or forgive.
Goodbye/ remember. Anyone fucks with me further (I am a neutral party with these peoples they are all the same to me.. parasites, creeps, hucksters) I will definitely see that hard time is the result. I will dial down tech and net use and stuff like that and expect this garbage gone and taken to sane authorities of the Lina Khan type for future resolution.
I won’t be kind or gentle because it is bad for everyone. Sorry..I didn’t mean to be confusing. I am sure it is worthless.
Goodbye..

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