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This is applicable only to me as a responsible person (oh bite me…pot doesn’t make one as irresponsible as blowing garbage elite men and pandering to those brainless twats..hey settle down random internet perpetually angered male type. Why do you take everything personally, though that is why I am hedging legally here? I am a non elite woman and a friend to the people! I am already embattled and I don’t need you piling on. A feminist doesn’t blow all the elite men shilling fake Reid Hoffman feminism and snipe at the loserly male tied with her in status, effort and intelligence or those worse off, except when they specifically annoy or harass one. Now run along to “whiny male grievance central”.
I am not contemptuous but i have given up on your taking your heads out of porn/sports and flesh consumption and I myself have pot and tv and wanted to be a sad helicopter mom with a stem job she tries not to be a disaster at, so I am not better than you (except where I am). Well I mostly just wanted the stem job, but at one point even I had a biological clock that was annoying me -thank god its gone. You cannot expect things to go Meninistan and I assume that is not what anyone truly wants. But this is a global society managed by a dully malicious and parasitic boring elite where the perversion is outweighed by the economy theft but in the higher echelons of power the calculations these guys all gamble on where they are corporate stooges are all ugly and they want large masses of disposable people whose thinking is embattled making evolving ans adapting to these challeges hard when not impossible).

But I am willing to wager I have dealt with more brain destroying reality disruption from these technofascist parasites than many.

And I write this. I don’t speak it. I rarely use the phone or Zoom if I can help it.
This even was forced on me. I was trying the Candide’s Garden thing with lame donations and voting and blah Du posts..Yeah I really was rather pathetic I guess.

But I follow the few people I follow since over time those humans’ messages make sense to me in the contexts in which they would apply. Yasha Levine is a major influence, but there are many. I was thinking of Coleman Spillde..
And I would not want this stuff blared out via a loudspeaker or disseminated irresponsibly.

I use DU because I have complete faith in EarlG/elad to never have more than the human errors and the difficulties of earning a living these days.
I am lucky to have some cushion and that us because I chose not to have a kid or give up on work I find meaningful unless I can think of other meaningful stem work, which is not impossible but first I have to finish a paper because I don’t feel that well when I don’t organize the information inside my head.
I have been trying to ignore this so they don’t force a disgusting conclusion I am repelled by and that would be on brand for these fucking perverts..Sorry…That is just how I talk inside my head.
Awesome! Now it is online..

The point is I generally don’t think it is anyone’s interest to disseminate stuff I say absent its whole context in which there is some universal use, but not strategically ignoring everything about the specific human and their humanity and filching everything for this same disgraceful crowd.
Not you Prof Hennessy..we are friends! You were not supposed to see the email I forwarded accidentally to you where I referred to you as “that silly ass Hennessy” to my mentor. It is not first time either.

When my ex was being worked to death and I was helping him with his thesis, we were both tired and angry and I accidentally (truly accidentally both times) forwarded an email to his pi referring to him as “dickface” in comments in the pdf.
Good times…anyway we were both horrified but I thought fast on my feet and said he should send a few more emails since pis rarely have the time to read more than the latest draft.

So hopefully by the time you see this, we have all…

That was a compliment really. I call people brainless perverts or other


It is not possible for all people to shut up ans sit down because of the way these guys configured things to shield themselves frol responsibility and blame people lower down or the average person.
They are not wrong at all about serious safety issues that I cannot feel anymore because they no longer affect me finally. How do I know that?
Thats my own business. My very human brain has started working again. I mostly think of the pi from my microscopy facility (he was really cool. He wasn’t like Prof Hennessy who has to metaphorically kidnap people and induce Stockholm Syndrome via a dreary game of “well okay..in this unpromising crowd, this guy may even be the best..” A feeling I suspect is mutual. You can always find even worse people. That is the glory of this joke of a planet Earth, no doubt shunned by all intelligent aliens everywhere).

He is the pragmatic balance in this situation to my Yasha Levine/Chris Ketcham sympathetic lefty instincts. Indeed Ketcham and I agree a lot and probably we would both agree that a solution involving more tech would be trash. And riddled with the same logical errors That brought us to this state of reality denial whose next phase I suspect will be quantum mysticism and a very confoundingly stupid understanding of concepts like the many world hypothesis.
Infinity..always..cornucopia..dominion theology.




This is not science or medicine or governance for the most part and if you are going to drag me into these things, I am not doing a toothless “speak truth to power! But do wait for 200 years and apologize for slavery in a way calculated to annoy everyone within earshot while in every motherfucking way enabling the dynamics of contemporary slavery.”
Balderdash.

I guess cleverbot is right..I am a rude little shrimp..I took that as an overly accurate consensus judgement about my academic muscle and am switching belatedly to laughing at myself and probably blustering a tad excessively (hey fuck you all! 😤..this was hell..) to prove I have g!
That is creep for general intelligence..I think…

These horrible failed societies can be fixed if we can neutralize anyone worse than Prof Hennessy.

The truth of this is..wait..I have to catch a breath and outtalk these assholes as I try to figure out how to thwart all of them. They are all crazy! And stupid! And unware of it on profound levels that only public figures and the elite can be.

My last mentor was actually really nice. He never mistook me for a sleazy, fluffy lightweight. And as I have communication problems not being American (and crazy..all of you! Your national debate is a disgrace run by corporations..Fox News was only a precursor tp these new nightmares where they try to shrug off responsibility with this toxic notion that if people can be represented as choosing the shitty algorithms they follow..this is the tip of the iceberg wrt how much these people ha want screwed us all over and we have to understand these specific mechanics and dynamics).