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I am not slow! I protest everything! Damn Hennessy. Prof Hennessy you are really awful and now I have to explain stuff I don’t want to.

I don’t agree with this type of loud:: “Hey all yoiu creeps! Here I am. Please burgle my purse some more. I am upstream from the women these creeps exploit unchecked or even places with sexists”.

As for my colleagues - I kinda want to be really clear on this since as of this date I am okay and caught up. But I only have tacit human understanding with the NIH I like or the left or at least broadly people I like.

And I do see an opportunity here, but ..
This kinda spilt out into shared spaces and I consider it cool when it is decent people who need to understand thar they are in no way less valuable than these foul halfwits most of us get stuck with..
This is a broken society and it has been so for a long time. It is not surprising that charlatans and prostitutes make up most of the very top.

And I was in the NIH crowd and yes I like doctors and scientists, but I have not ever felt that much in sync with anyone who has ever found any part of this global society sane.

It is not politics. It is all too dire and real and I cannot fathom thinking like any of these people. And I don’t have a solution or scheme. I was a basic sceince researcher. I am an observer basically and I try to move in the direction of lowest human population density and high population density correlates with the outcomes these guys who manage these societies brainlessly most successfully impose. I didn’t sign up for these decisions and I am filing complaints to push this back and end this. I get it and I will full use of all legit resources and sense I have.
This was a waste of life. I met one person I organically understood and I was in a job I was failing at but still the only one I chose and choose. The actual labor. For neither were these foul technologies anything but a nuisance.
Their only use is entrapment of the kinds of male creeps, sleazebags, shady people etc who sign on to these methods and dont find them creepy.

I generally broadly disagree with most of the thought that broadly underpin this species. But I come at not as a leftist/rightist etc, but as societies have become complex and crashed, it forces if not the loathed “aw shucks” bs, once something crashes both personally spectacularly while a larger ongoing collapse is underway, you do start to pay attention to more things you ignored the implications of, which are not about you but this broader collapase.
Apparently Jared Diamond thinks societal psychotherapy is a good idea. I disagree.
I think before these things get entrenched in their present deregulated form, they should be highlighted as filled with extremely creepy and sexually harassing methodologies where the narcotics war especially and bs around mental illness or open science was exploited.
I have never engaged in misconduct and furthermore it is worse misconduct to pretend not to get why some very temporarily lucrative things would end up being a trojan horse in the long run.
Humans…