Pets

You helped me make it through a deep, dark night. Blessings to you all.

I received word early this morning that she has been cremated. Unfortunately, by the time I woke up and saw the message after crying all night, they were closed and I will have to wait til Monday to get her ashes. But at least I know now.

I said I would post pictures, so here are a few of my favorites.

Cheeky baby Fionna (cutest puppy ever)


Baby Imp Fionna


Curious baby Fionna


My beautiful fullgrown girl, my sweet Fionna, age around 5 to 7


She was almost 15 years old now, could no longer stand or walk, and was in diapers. She had worn open sores on both her hips that could not be healed, and was in a lot of pain. I could tell she still wanted to live and be with us, and she tried so hard, but there was no recovery possible, just days and nights of endless pain. There was nothing else we could do to help her, and I know this in my rational mind, but the pain and regret is still sharp and deep in my irrational heart.

Thank you all so much for your kindness and compassion. You have helped me begin to heal.