Pets

in the past i have tormented myself during the agony of grieving with countless what-ifs and i should have done this/i should have done that.

and i understand your distress with the 2 weeks timeline. and hopefully when you speak to the vet they can better explain that process and either ease your mind or return her body.

you asked where she is and my guess is that she is right there with you, possibly a bit confused, probably adjusting to this change.

you did not let her down. you loved her and you'll continue to love her. and she will continue to love you. you had an in-home euthanasia to make it easier on her -- you did not let her down!

you can still have a funeral or memorial and bury her ashes or get a pretty urn and hang onto them.

please give yourself some grace. it's a heartbreaking and stressful time, move slowly and you'll find your way through this.

sending love and hugs to you and light and love for your little one