Pets

I was mourning the loss of the kittens and kicking my butt for not somehow finding her sooner those first couple of days. While I was glad I was able to save her, my heart hurt badly thinking of their demise. How it must have impacted her since she'd literally almost killed herself trying to keep them alive. I had horrible nightmares.

I should have realized something was up when she'd let me love on her but ran when I tried to hold or bring her inside. I'm a novice at outside feral kittens, though. These are my very first. My vet has been an incredible resource in all of this since then. She's truly amazing.

I've learned so much in the past couple of months. Next time, if this ever happens again, I'll be more prepared.