I doubt I could get it, thanks to a ridiculous figure that they maintain is enough to survive on.
I tried twice, with attorneys and everything, to get Social Security Disability. After the second attempt, they admit that I am disabled, but they say that since my husband makes more than the laughable amount they set for the cutoff, they won't do anything about it.
Now, this nation is about to collapse, and trying to find any aid is a joke. Everyone is trying to make sure their homes and families will be safe and so on, without understanding what is going to happen, should things proceed as they are going.
So far, my track record for being involved with things that end as soon as I get involved is now a very staggering reality. I have ended three bands just by joining them. I have done multiple television pilots and so on that never saw the light of day, even as everyone talked about how good the projects were. My husband was a wonderful person with a 'hippie' like attitude about everything, now his hair is turning white and he is little more than a living statue because of all the pressures my condition and the fact that no one wants anything to do with me. My very existence is little more than a harbinger. I did not want this, but I learned a long time ago that absolutely no one cares about what I want, even if what I want would make things so much better for everyone.
The lack of focus on removing the blight that is the current regime is proof enough that we may get rid of the current crop of idiots in our government, but we won't get rid of what caused this to happen. So, it will happen again, and again. For lowly peons like myself, that means we will NEVER be more than cannon fodder and that is just the way the wealthy want it to be.
I am tired of fighting a losing battle. It was that from the beginning, even though they really shoved that propaganda down my throat to convince me that it was not.
Fuck it all.
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