Mental Health Support

My wife's doctor of course is not in the office on Fridays so there's no one to address her meds. And I'm not going to call 911 and get an ambulance to take her to the hospital. This morning she's got a horrible black eye cuz she punched herself good trying to make it look like I did it. She's also doing the whole I'm sorry plus guilt Trip...
She tells me she's doesn't want to upset me I'm leaving her room to go to the toilet or get something out of the kitchen which is ridiculous. And she's also telling me to let her know when I want her gone etc etc.
I'm at the doctor's office waiting for him right now you really can't see much on me my shoulder and back are killing me from being thrown over the back of the chair and on top of the garbage can.

I'm done. I'm mad. I don't want her to be left with nothing I don't want her to go to jail I don't want all of that bad stuff to happen. But at the same time I have to protect myself and my interests so I don't know what the fuck

Nobody can help nobody can do anything