I'm scared [View all]

In a worrier with GAD. i just had gallbladder surgery Tue. I misunderstood the post-op instructions, and pulled off the clear covering over the incisions yesterday. So, now I'm worried about infection. I'm so fucking stupid. When I get rattled, my decision making becomes bad.

Still passing gas and belching with stomach rumbling. Life used to be easier and i didn't have scary things that ate expensive happening to me. Even with traditional Medicare, this will cost me. If having my gb out was not the underlying problem, then I'm not sure how to proceed.

I'm sorry every one. I need to vent. I'm so so tired of it all. I took a tranquilizer its not helping. Ever feel like the angel of death is over you? I was used to good physical health. I'm only 59. What is happening? Life seems out of control and scary. Thanks for letting me vent