Mental Health Support

Parents? How do I do that my own grandmother sticks her finger up my vagina and telling my mother many years later she tell me that her mother was peculiar. My grandmother sexually sexual abused me every f ken Saturday night. I didn't tell her until about 5 years ago when I told my doctor . I always thought it was some of ethnic thing. And It hurt and when I would go to the doctor no one asked any questions. When I had broken bones, ER asked no questions. when I was 22 with my would be husband trying to break down the door, my sister tore my muscle in my throat and no one asked me how just gave me a neck brace. And the idiot I am I still tuitored her so she could graduate from HS. I am an ass.