Mental Health Support

I was really out of sorts this morning and had just had enough. I have a court date over my bike accident next week. I am concerned that I am going to end up paying. I am concerned that I have to interact with people I do not know, which has become difficult for myself since moving up here. I am terrified that my husband, who is the sole breadwinner, will have to work harder to make up for what, if judged against me, is my fault. (As you can see... I don't fuck around when I fail at something. To paraphrase that Dos Equis commercial... when I fail, I fail all the way.) I suppose I should not have exploded here, but when you realize that the few people on here are all you have outside of your husband and a roommate who needs to be tossed over the balcony, reading such things just removes any feeling of comfort and makes one feel adrift on a stormy sea. For those who felt I was being rude or 'pissy' with my first post, well I cannot deny that aspect being in there and I apologize. Being constantly crushed by society tends to make one whiny and timid. I did not used to be this way. And, I hate it.