Update on my situation [View all]

She finally came around to calling me after pressure from her friends. She explained that while she was initially on board with getting married. She didn't wanna hide it from her daughter and parents. Which I understand that. But she should have came to me sooner than last minute with this.

I told her I was 100% committed to her and this was my way of showing it. But the fact she wasn't means she has doubts about marriage or about me. Mainly because of her last fiance broke her heart. I told her yeah I get that but you broke mine by waiting til the last day to tell me. If she had told me sooner it wouldn't have been that bad. But it just further devolved into just fighting and I told her to figure it out and I hung up on her.

So yeah I'm still upset. But what can you do? Can't make someone commit if they don't love you like you love them. Was so close to having my own family. But fate comes in and twists a knife into me again.