General Discussion

For now, the main issue is that I cannot find it within myself to do much of anything, as the cause of all of this is not going to be addressed, nor even acknowledged.

I am not sure I want to help retain the current system. I want it to change. No one else seems to want to.

So, there is quite the struggle inside at the moment as to what I can do, when I still hold the position that we are not going about this in the correct way, nor trying for the goal of making sure this does not happen again. I want to help, but I don't want to help keep the reason why our citizens are being attacked in place.

The majority of the list are things that I have said that I cannot do. Which is rather deflating, I must say. I also love how money is pretty much the main thing needed to do anything. Both sides are practically begging for it. For those of us who do not have it, we don't offer much other than 'grunt' physical labor, and I cannot do that anymore. Hell, I cannot even clean my bathroom in one day!