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NNadir

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Sun Dec 14, 2025, 06:12 PM Sunday

Oh shit, I just came across evidence of my youthful stupidity. [View all]

This might be a post more appropriate for the lounge, but it is a little bit political, so I'll put it here.

We're getting a new furnace installed, which means we've had to move a bookshelf that was frankly, cluttered, with all sorts of, well, crap.

I have this bad habit of never throwing books away, although I am now old enough to realize that there are just some books not worth keeping. I mean, "Powerpoint for Dummies 2003," really?

(Did I really buy that book? I've never been a fan of "Dummy" books. I can blame my wife. She just agreed to throw out the once very expensive ICD coding 2016, a big deal for her. That was definitely a past life.

For my part, I threw away an old history textbook, and a copy of an edition of Morrison and Boyd's "Organic Chemistry," which some how actually got moldy. The probability that I would ever have needed to open that book again is zero.)

It turns out that there is a far worse example of having been, well, a dummy in the past and I certainly can't blame my wife.

On my bookshelf there's a book by, um, um, um - I almost can't say it - Ayn Rand. "Capitalism: The Unknown Ideal."

Um, um, um...

Look, back when I still had acne, I recall reading both "The Fountainhead" and "Atlas Shrugged." I've always been credulous and of course, and well, when you a kid with acne, well, you're a kid. I'm kind of glad I know what's in them, particularly since unlike the "hero" John Galt (and his creator) I spend a lot of time thinking about the laws of thermodynamics.

But really? Ayn Rand "Philosophy?" I acquired that?

Shit.

Is it possible that someone gave to me like people give out Bible tracts?

If not, I can only be thankful that eventually I grew up.

I certainly wouldn't want to interact with myself as a kid; I'd be filled with contempt. I'm sure there are other people who feel the same.

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It's okay! We all have something that we fell for, or had pushed at us. Maru Kitteh Sunday #1
In our defense UpInArms Sunday #2
For those either not familiar with Atlas Shrugged, or it's 'been a while', I offer an abridged version. Abolishinist Sunday #3
Oh man! I saw this here once before and regretted not knowing the source. Do you know it? NNadir Sunday #4
I've posted it here before, Abolishinist Sunday #14
You are brilliant. mr715 Sunday #8
I wish I could give the author proper credit, but I copied this Abolishinist Sunday #16
I was confused and disturbed by Atlas Shrugged when I was young. dgauss Sunday #26
It's as I remembered "Atlas Shrugged". Hugin Monday #44
So, your Organic Chemistry book... ret5hd Sunday #5
I'm happy to say, that to my knowledge, there is only one Ayn Rand book on these old shelves. NNadir Sunday #7
I have a lot of Ayn Rand... mr715 Sunday #6
That's rich: "Philosophical Biohazard." Mind if I steal it if I ever find myself discussing Ayn Rand again? NNadir Sunday #9
Please share. mr715 Sunday #12
On 'Atlas Shrugged' RetiredParatrooper Sunday #34
Dorothy Parker on 'Atlas Shrugged' RetiredParatrooper Sunday #35
I hope that you got rid of it TexasTowelie Sunday #10
Well, I don't know. Maybe I should keep it around to remind myself that I can be stupid. NNadir Sunday #11
Nah- sometimes burning a book actually can be recommended biophile Sunday #15
Morrison and Boyd's Organic Chemistry was the one I used. harumph Sunday #13
I gave a copy, an earlier edition to a guy who worked for me. I actually have several... NNadir Sunday #19
Nature of the Chemical Bond by Linus Pauling harumph Monday #36
I'm starting the annual book shelves cleaning this week malaise Sunday #17
One's political philosophy should result from intellectual inquiry, not blind faith. snot Sunday #18
I rather like your perspective, more generous to me than I am to myself. In fact... NNadir Sunday #23
There still are powerful people who embrace her philosophy. snot Monday #46
It sounds like you grew out of it in high school. mjvpi Sunday #20
I too read Ayn Rand's books as a youth and admired them. Morbius Sunday #21
It's as if she took communism Turbineguy Sunday #24
I still have her books - I read them as a teen jfz9580m Monday #37
I recall very well being offended by that billboard remark. NNadir Monday #41
My take was that the right picked up Rand as a reaction to all of the era of socialist writers that preceded her. Hugin Monday #45
Oh, gawd - Morrison and Boyd! The stuff of my nightmares. 3catwoman3 Sunday #22
I think organic chemistry is generally taught badly, probably for historical reasons. NNadir Sunday #28
The 3 things I remember from that long ago course are... 3catwoman3 Sunday #32
Not to butt in jfz9580m Monday #43
The story of Kekule's "dream," has inspired a lot of psychological speculations on scientific creativity. NNadir Monday #47
Organic chem wherein, my cousin told me EverHopeful Sunday #33
A long-lost ending of 'Atlas Shrugged' RetiredParatrooper Sunday #25
Wow! Someone got to the end without falling asleep. Impressive. (Pretty funny ersatz ending, I think.) NNadir Sunday #31
I have retained a number of stupid things from my stupid youth. One *not* stupid thing that I kept Ocelot II Sunday #27
I feel your pain. I really do. I suspect most of us do. NNadir Sunday #30
i'll admit to a youthful flirtation with ayn rand rampartd Sunday #29
God yeah jfz9580m Monday #38
It's Eleanor Roosevelt, who I consider the greatest Democrat of the 20th century. NNadir Monday #40
I really should read more about her jfz9580m Monday #42
Everyone should have read them when a teen HAB911 Monday #39
I read both The Fountainhead and Atlas Shrugged... Chemical Bill Monday #48
And I read Morrison and Boyd in college. Chemical Bill Monday #49
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